Sucks to suck
I would know.
Recently I’ve felt all of the pieces coming together, not necessarily falling into place but at least on the same table. Then for no reason I suddenly feel like I’m back to square one. Literally, I just wake up today feeling hopeless, useless, disgusting, and deservedly alone.
I wish I could tie down progress I’ve made. But it inevitably slips away and I’m powerless against it. I wish I knew how to stop being insecure. I want to trust others and myself again.